The Last Drop

After the last drop dried
She withered and sighed
Slowly turning lifeless and pale
Hiding behind her smoky veil
Her tired eyes
Longing for signs
Of relief from the scorching sun
But sadly she got none
Only impending pangs of despair
Gazing up in a sanguine stare
Prayers escaped her cracked lip
A wish for a filling sip
Of one last drop of rain
To end her gnawing pain
Her children were all dead
Agonizing death sent them to bed
She had warned them time and again
Yet they exhausted the elixir in vain
The irresponsible children
That killed their brethren
Celebrating happy days
Living with their wasteful ways
Soiled the spring of her beautiful life
Now finally ends the strife
The aftermath taking its toll
Finally killing the mother of them all
When she took her last breath
The Gods celebrated her death
From heavens fell a drop
A downpour that didn’t stop
Until it wiped clean the slate
Re-writing the mother’s fate
“Don’t worry child, you’ll live
There’s more life for you to weave”
The autumn transformed to rain
Mother Earth was alive again!
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Choice

You can change yourself to fulfill the expectations of the one you love. Or you can stay just as you are, and let them accept you that way. The choice you make, ultimately decides the future of your existence in your future life.

You can murder your identity and then spend the rest of your life trying to find it again. Or you can nurture a healthy relationship where you and your identity are both understood and well respected.

It’s ultimately your own choice. Make it wisely.

I don’t want to….

I don’t want to wear this mask anymore.

I don’t want to try to become who em not.

I don’t want to act like i don’t care about anyone.

I don’t want to show that em not affected by what my loved ones do.

I don’t want to be mean,

I don’t want to be rude or harsh or ruthless.

I don’t want to become feelingless or emotionless.

I want to give love and be loved.

I want to be calm and patient.

I want to be known for my softness and wisdom and tolerance.

I want to become who i was once again but with a little modification.

I want to be more jolly, more self confident; More composed n charming.

I want to be the limelight, the loved one but also the wise one.

I want to learn again when to speak, when to keep your mouth shut and how to speak without hurting someone!

I want to be all nice and be myself as well.

And I want to be all this, without compromising at any time with my self respect and self esteem.

I want to learn how to tolerate others words again without flashing back.

I want to learn to start keeping my thoughts to myself again.

I want this all.

And I WILL become the one that is this all.

All I need is a little determination and understanding… as well as lot of love.