…that shy guy!

There were giggles accompanied by soft laughter that lighted up the atmosphere. His cheeks were red. He was looking like a newly-wed bride, who blushes like a budding-pink rose! Everybody kept teasing him by the name of a nonexistent girl…and he kept pleading innocent as if he was being accused of a robbery or a murder!
He was a sweet-natured guy.. and teasing him like that was always so much fun! Everyone of us knew that the girl we were teasing her about never existed..but we continued doing it anyways. Finally, he could not control his laughter at the stories they made about him and his girl… and coupled his hands together like a bowl and hid his face! His manly hands contrasted his rose-pink cheeks.
From under his hidden face, he moved his eyeballs slowly and stole a look at the girl sitting across the table! She immediately spotted him looking… and he at once rolled away his eyes like they never ever stole a look at her. She felt awkward but slurred away that thought anyway.
The teasing session continued for a while after they forcefully moved his hands away from his face. Who says only girls are shy creatures?! LOL.
A few minutes later, she spotted his eyes roll to-and-fro again! A flash of her recent past floated across her eyes, and she memorized how she herself was at his place sometime back…rolling her eyes at her crush every few minutes.
The sweetness around her turned into bitterness in a second. She knew the outcome of this acquaintance will not be good ultimately! So, she quietly withdrew from the place and nobody except him noticed. His cheeks were pink no more, they were rather pale now. He was a sweet guy… but she didn’t want another bitter episode in her life anyway!

Waiting for somebody…

Somebody who knows I can be messy,
Somebody who understands I cannot be right all the time,
Somebody who will not throw me out of his life,
just coz of a bad mood,
Somebody who knows my happiness is in his hands..
Somebody who’s responsible with my heart,
Somebody who can take my responsibility and his own,
Somebody who takes me for who i em,
Somebody who appreciates my love,
Somebody who doesn’t want to change me!

My inspiration… my Father!

I look at life, the way HE looked at it
HIS philosophy is my philosophy
HIS priorities have become my priorities
i wish i could walk like HIM
talk like HIM,
think like HIM..
I want to be HIM!

Whenever em in a fix
I think about what he would have done
and do it exactly dat way!
He’s my first love
my everlasting love..
Nothing can replace him
Nobody can mean wat he has always meant to me!

I can sell away my life
and still not become capable enough
to pay back even a penny
of what he has sacrificed 4 me n my family!
He raised me up like a princess
Taught me what life truely means..
Nothing comes before family n friends!

I owe my Life to HIM
I owe my perception of relations to HIM
I owe my understanding of human soul to HIM

He’s my inspiration
He’s my strength
He’s my backbone
He’s my HERO
He’s my DaD ❤

And em glad I had the privelege of spending 15 years of my life under the shade of his love n care!

It was not love!

IT WAS NOT LOVE

Dearest heart,
Please trust me, it was not love.
Obssession, Addiction,Attachment,
Attraction, Infatuation..
Call it whatever u want!
But, trust me, it was not love.

For love is sacred,
Love is sacrifice…
It doesn’t end in hatred,
Love is paradise…
It doesn’t preach anger,
Love’s always nice…
It gives it’s all,
Still stays humble n wise..

Love bonds hearts together
Leaving no empty space
First, second or last???
Nah, Love’s not a race!!!

Love is something for which,
One can even die..
And for him, trust me,
I’d never even try!!!

Love is something for which
One can go against the world
Friends n family everyone
Can be left behind in the herd!!

Leaving family for him??
You’d have never done, dear heart!
And we never had a future,
You knew it from the start!

So why so much guilt?
And, why so much pain??
Why for someone who kicked you away,
You are still going insane????

Stop thinking so much about him,
Stop thinking n let him go…
Heal up n GET A LIFE again,
It wasn’t LOVE, you know??

Wait till love knocks u down,
Wait till it slams ur door…
Wait till u find the one,
Who’ll love u more n more!!!

Get out and meet new people
Make friends, n check-out a few
Coz what u had was not love
Not even its slightest hue!!

Go ahead, just buckle up..
To find your MR RIGHT!
Just believe me, IT WAS NOT LOVE,
It was just a dark night!!!