Walls or Bridges?

You cannot stop people from throwing bricks at you!
But you can choose whether you will use them to build walls… or bridges!

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…that shy guy!

There were giggles accompanied by soft laughter that lighted up the atmosphere. His cheeks were red. He was looking like a newly-wed bride, who blushes like a budding-pink rose! Everybody kept teasing him by the name of a nonexistent girl…and he kept pleading innocent as if he was being accused of a robbery or a murder!
He was a sweet-natured guy.. and teasing him like that was always so much fun! Everyone of us knew that the girl we were teasing her about never existed..but we continued doing it anyways. Finally, he could not control his laughter at the stories they made about him and his girl… and coupled his hands together like a bowl and hid his face! His manly hands contrasted his rose-pink cheeks.
From under his hidden face, he moved his eyeballs slowly and stole a look at the girl sitting across the table! She immediately spotted him looking… and he at once rolled away his eyes like they never ever stole a look at her. She felt awkward but slurred away that thought anyway.
The teasing session continued for a while after they forcefully moved his hands away from his face. Who says only girls are shy creatures?! LOL.
A few minutes later, she spotted his eyes roll to-and-fro again! A flash of her recent past floated across her eyes, and she memorized how she herself was at his place sometime back…rolling her eyes at her crush every few minutes.
The sweetness around her turned into bitterness in a second. She knew the outcome of this acquaintance will not be good ultimately! So, she quietly withdrew from the place and nobody except him noticed. His cheeks were pink no more, they were rather pale now. He was a sweet guy… but she didn’t want another bitter episode in her life anyway!

My inspiration… my Father!

I look at life, the way HE looked at it
His philosophy is my philosophy
His priorities have become my priorities
I wish I could walk like HIM
Talk like HIM,
Think like HIM..
I want to be HIM!

Whenever I am in a fix
I think about what he would have done
and do it exactly that way!
He’s my first love
my everlasting love..
Nothing can replace him
Nobody can mean what he has always meant to me!

I can sell away my life
and still not become capable enough
to pay back even a penny
of what he has sacrificed for me and our family!
He raised me up like a princess
Taught me what life truly means..
Nothing comes before family and friends!

I owe my Life to HIM
I owe my perception of relations to HIM
I owe my understanding of human soul to HIM

He’s my inspiration
He’s my strength
He’s my backbone
He’s my HERO
He’s my DaD ❤

And I am glad I had the privilege of spending 15 years of my life under the shade of his love and care!

It was not love!

IT WAS NOT LOVE

Dearest heart,
Please trust me, it was not love.
Obssession, Addiction,Attachment,
Attraction, Infatuation..
Call it whatever u want!
But, trust me, it was not love.

For love is sacred,
Love is sacrifice…
It doesn’t end in hatred,
Love is paradise…
It doesn’t preach anger,
Love’s always nice…
It gives it’s all,
Still stays humble n wise..

Love bonds hearts together
Leaving no empty space
First, second or last???
Nah, Love’s not a race!!!

Love is something for which,
One can even die..
And for him, trust me,
I’d never even try!!!

Love is something for which
One can go against the world
Friends n family everyone
Can be left behind in the herd!!

Leaving family for him??
You’d have never done, dear heart!
And we never had a future,
You knew it from the start!

So why so much guilt?
And, why so much pain??
Why for someone who kicked you away,
You are still going insane????

Stop thinking so much about him,
Stop thinking n let him go…
Heal up n GET A LIFE again,
It wasn’t LOVE, you know??

Wait till love knocks u down,
Wait till it slams ur door…
Wait till u find the one,
Who’ll love u more n more!!!

Get out and meet new people
Make friends, n check-out a few
Coz what u had was not love
Not even its slightest hue!!

Go ahead, just buckle up..
To find your MR RIGHT!
Just believe me, IT WAS NOT LOVE,
It was just a dark night!!!

I don’t want to….

I don’t want to wear this mask anymore.

I don’t want to try to become who em not.

I don’t want to act like i don’t care about anyone.

I don’t want to show that em not affected by what my loved ones do.

I don’t want to be mean,

I don’t want to be rude or harsh or ruthless.

I don’t want to become feelingless or emotionless.

I want to give love and be loved.

I want to be calm and patient.

I want to be known for my softness and wisdom and tolerance.

I want to become who i was once again but with a little modification.

I want to be more jolly, more self confident; More composed n charming.

I want to be the limelight, the loved one but also the wise one.

I want to learn again when to speak, when to keep your mouth shut and how to speak without hurting someone!

I want to be all nice and be myself as well.

And I want to be all this, without compromising at any time with my self respect and self esteem.

I want to learn how to tolerate others words again without flashing back.

I want to learn to start keeping my thoughts to myself again.

I want this all.

And I WILL become the one that is this all.

All I need is a little determination and understanding… as well as lot of love.

I want to

I don’t want to wear this mask anymore.
I don’t want to try to become who I am not.
I don’t want to act like i don’t care about anyone.
I don’t want to show that I am not affected by what my loved ones do.
I don’t want to be mean,
I don’t want to be rude or harsh or ruthless.
I don’t want to become feelingless or emotionless.

I want to give love and be loved.
I want to be calm and patient.
I want to be known for my softness and wisdom and tolerance.
I want to become who i was once again but with a little modification.
I want to be more jolly, more self confident; More composed n charming.
I want to be the limelight, the loved one but also the wise one.
I want to learn again when to speak, when to keep your mouth shut and how to speak without hurting someone!
I want to be all nice and be myself as well.
And I want to be all this, without compromising at any time with my self respect and self esteem.
I want to learn how to tolerate others words again without flashing back.
I want to learn to start keeping my thoughts to myself again.
I want this all.
And I WILL become the one that is this all.
All I need is a little determination and understanding… as well as lot of love.

…till i can fall in love again!

I tried to attach so many names with mine
but this heart was always attached to thine!

The desire to be loved will never go..
But now there’s one thing that i know!
I will never look for your replacement in my life!

No, i dont really want you back anymore
But there is this thing that i know for sure
I’ll never break a heart the way you broke mine!
I will never give anyone a false sign!

The way I loved you,
I know I’ll never the same…
But still I will wait patiently till i can fall in love again!!!!